Exausted and In Dilemma...

I'm back! I will be at home for this weekend since there will be no GEMS activities at Darul Puteri. I went out from there, together with Amir at 5.20pm. Waited for bus for about 15 minutes and then catched a train to Plaza Rakyat. After Amir bought his balik-kampung tiket to Batu Pahat, we went to Mydin Pudu to buy some items. Actually, I wanted to buy so many things like another long sleeve shirt, a three-quatre pants, some shirts... But then, I ended up bought only a tie and two packest of sweets. Hahahaha! X jadi beli yg lain. Budget lari.

Then, Amir went back to hentian Pudu to wait for his 7.00pm-bus. I walked to other way, to the bustop where Metrobus no.26 is available. At that time, it was almost 7.00pm, I think. Then, I arrived at home one hour later. Hampeh sungguh~ A lot of traffic jams during that time plus, the driver mmg jalan makan angin jer bawak bas. So slow. Ok, done about the exhausted part.

Entering the dilemma part. Hmmm, I just got an email from BiotechCorp today, saying that I was selected to join the BeST programme (about time~). Some of my friends that also got selected include Adelina, Adibah, Zarul, Fathi, Wani and Amir. But the thing is, I already joining the GEMS programme. Both has their own advantages and disadvantages. GEMS consist of 2 and a half month of classroom session followed by 6 months apprenticeship. During the classroom session, GEMS provide accomodation and food to its participants. BeST consist of 3 months classroom session and 3 months attachment program. However, although they will pay us RM1000, no accomodation and food will be provided. We hv to go to various training venues in that 3 months.

Whatever it is, to me, the main problem is not about the food and accomodation. I'm lucky since I live in KL and the area that I live at has a lot of access to the public transport. The problem is, argghhh, tak tau yg mana nak decide. Dah la. No idea already.

In conclusion, Solat Istiharah jer la. Ask for guidance from Allah.